Sometimes when I have nothing to write, people suggest that I should write a stream of Consciousness post, well that’s what I am doing. And I will not delete anything I write for the next thirty seconds. I would have deleted that. I wonder if changing punctuation or going back and editing spelling mistakes counts as changing what I write. I just determined that it did not while I was writing that last sentence, which means that I went back and changed the spelling when I was typing. Does that still count as stream of consciousness? Because technically I thought of other things when I was correcting my mistakes. For example, I went back and changed steam to stream after I fucked if up the first time. So while I was changing that I started thinking about whether I was ruining the whole post by typing and editing. now I just looked at the clock and it’s been way longer than thirty seconds, but I was really locked in. So locked in that I didn’t even make any spelling errors when I wrote that.
I just hit enter which really took me out of stream of consciousness mode. I was thinking about criticisms of my tumblr while hitting enter. Specifically that I write about first world problems. I think that first world problems is a stupid thing to say. I live in the first world. What’s up now, MF’ers? Exactly. Whoa – I just thought of something that was really fucked up. I didn’t write it down because there is a limit to what people who read my blog can know about me. I am so creeped out right now. Why did I think that? I can’t ever do this again.